Well it has definitely been a struggling year! Of course I have learned to grow out of many situations, but I still feel that the year could have been more productive. HOWEVER! As I strongly believe, I will not regret what I did with it because I did make some long strides regardless of how little I did! I got married as a gay man. I moved to a foreign country and entertained. I closed a business. I wrote music. I bought myself things I have been wanting for YEARS with my own hard earned money. I performed for 3/4 of the year as a WOLF. I learned how to sing, dance, and keep up the energy when it was low and when I was down. I improved myself.
2008 was a good year for me, but definitely not the chart topper! No, I feel in my heart that 2009 is going to be so over my head productive that I will look back and think, "where did all the time go?" I am looking forward to getting back and networking in Los Angeles with dancers and singers. I am looking forward to going into auditions with more confidence than I had last time. I am ready to love my husband for all of his hard work with me and dedication and loyalty to me. I am ready to really blossom into myself as a entertainer who is hoping to speed along and pick up quickly and really show the world that I am ready for all of it. I am ready to make myself available to the world as who I am!
So 2009 is going to be a GREAT year! What about you?